The motivation (I want to write) is there, but the
inclination/discipline/habit – ie: butt in chair hands of keyboard—has been sorely
lacking. A lot of it has had to
do with striving for life balance and juggling stress (particularly work related),
but I’ve over the worst of that, so it’s come down to feeling meh about various wip projects and not
pushing myself to get past that meh until
I find the sweet spot where I’m in the writing zone and completely immersed in
the story/characters.
There’s also an issue of
family sabotage. I think a lot of writers experience this. You’re finally
totally focused on your writing and… here come the incessant interruptions.
Nothing can be found without your help. No argument settled without your
input. Mom, when’s dinner? Can you give me a lift to XYZ? We’re all out of ABC
food, etc. With my son, he always seems to need some beta reading/critique
feedback on some major sociology or poli-sci paper, or wants to share an anecdote
just at the moment I boot up my laptop to write.
Love him to death and
really enjoy our talks (if you’ve ever read any of my Casa Jaye posts, you’ll
understand), but I absolutely need a minimum 30mins focused unwinding when I
get home and then (would like) at least 1hr uninterrupted writing. I tend to
conflate unwinding with online surfing,
which doesn’t help, but it’s the only ‘mindless’ thing I can do while he’s
yapping my ear off. ;-P Just thought of a solution! -- Going to start taking my shower earlier in
the evenings, instead of just before bedtime. That would give me my approximately 30mins of
de-stressing. Then, gonna put my foot down about the 1hr (at least) uninterrupted
time. The rest is up to me.
I also just ordered
another Alphasmart. I’ve had a couple in the past and they really force you to
focus on the writing. No surfing (not connected), no editing (because only
about 4 lines of text are visible), just pure writing. It’s lighter weight than
my netbook and will boot up and turn off quicker than the netbook. That should
hopefully help with writing on my commute/lunch break.
So what’s the title of
this post about? I’ve been off work since Friday and won’t be back till
Wednesday. Part of my plans for this mini-vacation was to write. Guess how much
of that I’ve done? Exactly. Managed to get a bunch of other things
accomplished, but somehow this goal has fallen to the wayside (as usual). I
have 4 loads of laundry to do today. Already have 1 load in the drier, and another
just started in the washer. Each load takes approximately 1hr 20mins in total
(wash & dry); plus there’s folding and putting stuff away. But I figure I
can write in 30min spurts for the next 3hrs or so. We’ll see what I get done by
the end of the day.
I’m going in…
3 comments:
Yesterday's results weren't as stellar as I'd like, but I now have 4 more pages done on the wip than I did before. :)
Got an appointment to get my hair relaxed and coloured today so that going to eat up most of my day (including the commute into the city on a craptastic freezing rain day) but I'd still like to get a couple of pages done.
I feel your pain. I think both my kids do this and I realize some of it is just wanting attention but with B ... well you know the drama he's caused since the New Year :(
And then there's my dad/family drama and I've been sick for three weeks which is really draining. :(
And I THINK I'm getting ready to put new carpet in the house, which will probably take me weeks to decide. I really wish sometimes I still had someone to tell me what to do. All taht said, I HAVE the time to write (at work), and don't. So shame on mme.
"All taht said, I HAVE the time to write (at work), and don't. So shame on mme."
Ditto. The work stress and my son are definitely issues,--big issues-- but I know I need to try harder to find a way/time to write. :(
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